Upon this mountain it gets lonely.
But with the strong winds and wide green scape, it is just were i need to be.
With no one around me, no thoughts other than my own,
Enough to fill this mountain and spread over the rugged hills.
Though my head Is empty and I don’t know where to start.
What comes out more prominently than the rest and why does it feel like a nightmare?
To see past all the chaos, to trigger the loneliness that I should feel alone on this mountain top,
To feel the sadness and loss when all I see is the hate and peaceful solitude.
If I jump, will I take flight to heaven? Or will I fall hopelessly to hell?