Yesterday I lost a man who has given me his everything. 24 years I knew him and he knew me. He made me and taught me and guided me.
I have spent the last few years being his carer, which was very hard but nothing as hard or difficult as losing him for good.
The devastation is unlike anything I have ever felt in my life and I am breaking beyond words and I am really struggling.
If anyone knows a good bereavement counsellor (I am in the UK), please can you let me know, thank you