Nothing changes

Life was easier back then.

Im not going to deny it

Life was almost thoughtless when I thought I was thinking about people

When I thought I was caring about people, I had my priorities completely misdirected

Thought I was only a child

Who knew?

I was reckless and fearless

Blinded by the medicine and blinded by a hopeful spirit

None of it was true

It was just the way things were supposed to be back then

I should have known better.

Pain now is worse

Knowing you lived as a dreamer and thought you knew what reality was

Published by mariegwrites

23 years old Londoner Nurse Lover Hugger Explorer

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